Classes are officially over! Only 3 more regents!!!! It hasn't felt like summer yet, but today it kinda did. It was so beautiful outside. I started studying for global today, but I felt like I was making myself bound to the house. So I just left my books there...I'm like screw that lol. Anyway, since the birds like to attack me when I go outside, I decided to take a walk. So, I haven't really walked down by the little beach/park down my block. So I walked there today, and I realized how nice they made it...last year it was sorta in the process of becoming a park. It has bathrooms, a parking lot, nd everything in there now. On the way, I met this lady and she's like Hey, Do u babysit? I'm like...yeah...(I really don't like babysitting lol) but I told her I would for her if she wants to get out...plus I'll make a little money since I'm jobless. I started today off so miserable, and then I just decided to relax and enjoy the nice day. So I did and I feel energized, cuz I ran the way home from the beach. htink I should start running...at least jogging....or walking lol.
Reflecting back on this year, I've noticed that it was overall a pretty good year. I made a lot of friends, and a few of em I got close to. I also reconnected with some people which is really great. I never realized how important having good friends is, and they really makes life so much better. The academic part of it was good too. I'm a little scared of going into AP English lol...but it will be ok...it will be ok....just gotta keep telling myself that.

Anyway, last night I went to youth and had a great time with my friends. Some Fridays I go there and I just feel so down and depressed. I really don't know why, I guess just stuff in the back of mid bothers me. But, last night was good, and I realized that I have to make it good in order to be happy. I can't rely on others for my own happiness. I really think this is gonna be a great summer...haha I'm SO optimistic right now...I love it lol, I'm usually so negative. Bleieve it or not, I'm actually looking forward to next year...haha I'm so weird.

What to say...what to say...well, nuthing much and the pizza will be arriving shortly so I hope all of ya enjoyed this entry! Later gaterz!!! And yay to summer!!!!!!